it was my farewell to 2009. :)

I was going through my documents in my phone. See, when inspiration strikes me, I write. Unfortunately for me, though, it isn’t always convenient to be bringing a pen and notebook with me. And papers are piling up in my closet; I’m running out of space for doodles, which is why I resort to my phone. There I found some forgotten files that I made over the past months. Here’s one from December ‘09. It amuses every time I find something like this. It’s like finding an old friend. 


December 31, 2oo9
I was watching how I met your mother earlier this evening. Ted just got ditched at the altar because Stella got back with her ex-husband. Ted was trying his best to suppress his feelings and not let it get the best of him. He hardly spoke of what had happened, refused his friends' offers to help him recover and simply avoided Stella. That was his way to forget the whole thing. But then they accidentally ran into her. And Ted had mustered up the guts to try to talk her. He had his script ready in his mind and it went something like, 'you made the biggest mistake of your life. I'm not here to win you back but i just want to know that you know that you have made the biggest mistake of your life. and I'm gonna let you walk into your miserable and unhappy life with Todd when you could've been so happy if you just chose me.' but he swallowed all these words when he saw Stella together with Todd and their daughter and how happy she was... He just walked away.
Yeah. when you're angry, upset or hurt, you can just bury it within you or you can let it all out and vent all your feelings towards someone or something .. But there's a third option. You can just let it all go.
So as 2oo9 ends, I am going to let it go along with all the negative emotions I have had and am still having. All the anger, the hurt, the disappointments, the failed hopes, the regrets, the loneliness, the misery, the pain, everything, I'm gunna let it all go. Not bury it, not vent it out somewhere, I'm just going to LET IT GO ... And I'm going to hold on to the hopes that 2o1o will be a better year for everybody. Life goes on. We go on. Let's be at peace. Let's begin it right. :)

I'm actually kind of glad I can't register to Globe's unlimited texting tonight. Makes me focus more on the important things: my family. :)
God is so good. I love how He pulls the strings without us noticing. :)
I'm letting it all go ..
It feels good. I like this feeling of peace within myself. I hope everybody gets to feel this way.
Hello, 2o1o. kinaya ko ang 2oo9 so mas lalong hindi ako magpapatinag sayo. :)
Happy new year. :)


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