.. i am singing to the music of your guardian angel of rja.

the song is so 'gas-gas' na, i know. but that doesn't take away the meaning of the song to me personally. i was singing the lines
'you're my true love, my whole
world ..'
way before the single was released. i recall my classmates telling me to shut the fuck up because i kept singing at the top of my lungs. funny, because three months later, they couldn't get enough of the freakin' song. and the rest of the mamamayang pilipino along with them. hearing it everyday in the radio, televesion and from my classmates, i got tired of it. and after a couple of weeks, so did everybody else.

ganun naman e. lahat pinagsasawaan din lahat ng bagay, lahat makakakalimot din ..

(please don't throw that away .. please don't go away and please tell me you'll stay.)

this morning, after a year, i heard it again. and it came back to me. like a lost sheep to its shepherd, it came back to me. and is now haunting me again. awoo ..

i logged in to my ym. he left me an online message saying 'katropa, para sayo to,' and with that, a link to a-z lyrics. i opened it and there it was.

(i will never let you fall, i'll stand up with you forever ..)

that was first time i've heard of it so i looked it up sa imeem. i listened to it over and over and over and over .. until i knew the song by heart.

(use me as you will, pull my strings just for a thrill ..)

ayon. wala lang.
naalala ko lang naman. haha.
i'm not emo nor am i heartbroken ha.?! baka may magreact na naman e. :))
maybe it's the weather that's getting to me. or i don't know. :))

(and i know i'll be okay though my skies are turning gray ..)

*katropa. if you get to see this, i miss you.