here's something i wrote last night. toldya a lot's been brewing inside my head.
june 23, 'o9
today marks the beginning of my 2nd week of classes of my 2nd year in college.
how was it.? it was fine. did i love it.? no. did i hate it.? no.
i came to school early only to find out that classes were suspended to give way to the annual freshman orientation. so i was stuck there in school for several hours, sitting around, coming up with ways to kill time. toto was pretty occupied with rehearsals for their performance later in the day (which is pretty much the main reason i agreed to stick around in school). anyway. i made a new friend, i caught up with my peers whom i had yet to chat with and i got to spend some time with my ex-boyfriend. we finally had the time to sit down together and talk things through after we had broken up so suddenly. my conversation with him showed me a somewhat different perspective of what's been going with my life lately. hmm ..
anyway. in the afternoon, i found myself standing with the crowd, watching the different orgs/frats/soros put on a show for the freshies. i didn't bother staying 'till the end of the program. that doesn't matter much to me anymore. what's core are the lessons learned today. learned without having to attend my actual classes.
first, the value of true friendship. (enough said.)
second, i don't need to 'makibagay' nor 'makiuso' to prove myself to others. heck, i don't need to prove myself to anyone.
third, making your own choices means being independent. but being independent doesn't necessarily mean putting up walls between you and others when making decisions in your life.
and lastly, it doesn't hurt to give second chances. it could be a long shot but it's worth giving it a try ..
specially when he deserves it.
my conclusion?
i therefore conclude na yung mga natutunan ko ngayong araw na 'to ay hindi makapagbibigay sa'kin ng uno sa math11 at zoology. may quiz nga pala bukas.! crap.!
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